Drama, baby.

I hated today. Well, I hated it and I loved it at the same time. I am starting to realise that the people around me really influence the way I feel. Like, if I am around certain people and they are being jerks and acting like we hardly know eachother even though I consider them to be one of my closest friends, I just feel like crap and it makes me want to cry. But, if I am around people who actually act like my friends and are fun, then I have fun and I feel great. So, I'm making a conscious decision to only surround myself with happy, positive people. I just can't deal with bull shit. Jesus, I despise highschool. It's like, why does there have to be so much drama and bullshit? Why can't people just hang out, and have a good time? Fuck, people are so annoying. I was acting like a total emo kid today. I almost feel like I wanted to act that way to see who would actually give a fuck and stop thinking about themselves long enough to even notice. Devin and Danielle noticed. Danielle gave me a hug and I almost wanted to cry, it was so nice of her. She is the nicest person I know, so compassionate and unconditionally caring. What a sweetie. And Devin was doing his best to cheer me up, and I felt bad that I was acting the way I was, but he did actually make me feel a lot better. Gosh, I just love him. Thanks a lot, guys.
I hate highschool.