I don't feel like I'm falling.

Wow. I don't even know what to say right now. What a strange afternoon. I wasn't ready to be told what I was told. I felt good about it at the time, but now that it's sinking in it's very strange and I'm not sure how I am going to handle it. I'm sure it will be fine. It's not like I didn't expect this for sometime anyway.

I'm reading The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath and reexamining my life. It's the first book I've read and actually enjoyed in almost a year.

I just got major deja vu.

My whole life is deja vu.