Admit it:

You wish Leslie Feist was your girlfriend. Feisty baby in a mere two days! Yeeee! I can hardly wait, I think I am going to pee! Today was keen. For the first time in a long while (try, say, June?) I am feeling content and like a genuinely happy person. None of this crying alone in the dark stuff anymore. Well, sometimes I just enjoy doing that. Who doesn't like to put on some sad music and have a good cry? I know it's one of my personal favorite things to do. Seriously. I think everyone should cry at least once a week. Crying is healthy. You can't go on bottling everything up for so long, because then everything will come out in a very negative way. But also, I don't think you should cry every single day, like I had been doing until a few weeks ago. Whine whine, poor poor Alex. She has such a tough life. What is she going to wear today? Who cares, I have my own problems just like everyone else. Just because something seems a certain way doesn't mean it really is that way.
I feel happy with where my life is right now. My friends are really great and they are really caring and kind and supportive, which is definitely a plus. Good friends are something that everyone should value on a very high level. Okay, now that I have proved that I am a complete fag.

I sat with Devin in french class today. It was fun, I was "helping" him with his questions that we had to answer for the oral part of our exam. He is very quiet, but when he does say something, it is always great. He is sweet. Everyone is rooting for us which I think is kind of cute, but a little weird that we are getting all of this attention all of a sudden. Oh well, la di da.

Louis'!